Zeerak speaks about what happens when we become fully aware to the vibration within ourselves, that same vibration that lies at the heart of creation. She also speaks about what happens when we fully surrender into that vibration and where it can take us, to the point where the sense of “me” or “you” dissolves away.

Transcript

I’m not asking you guys to be passive in sexuality, or anything like that. I’m asking you to be. It is in the being that the becoming comes forward and sensually moves through you. Which is not about orgasms. It’s about connection! And going into surrender of vibration.

And now, let’s talk about vibration. This vibration is the energy from the Big Bang that constitutes this universe. Now the scientists are talking about string theory. This vibration is intelligent. So when it comes from the place of consciousness and moves through you from that surrender and vulnerability, where you are with yourself, or with divine, the exaltation of the divine, with the complete immersion of spirit. Whatever, you’re feeling, you’re being and you’re engaging in this type of intimacy. That’s pure emotion. That is e-motion, energy in motion. That does not have a thought, and a story, and then an emotion. A story is “I don’t like this,” then the emotion. A pure emotion most of us have experienced is watching a sunset for example. And that split second of “Ahhh” when you forget yourself you see. When–you–forget–yourself. Ecstasy! That’s where it’s at!

So vibration, that’s why we do breath work. Ultimately it is also taking you to emptiness. It will give you sensations, but if you have that consciousness, it will be that observer, that presence, that being-ness, that will ask, “who is feeling the sensations?” You can completely experience it, be there totally but that doesn’t mean that next time and the next time you want to have better sensations. You’re not going for more and more. You’re experiencing that which is, from this place of consciousness you will truly feel it, and be with it, all that which rises and subsides. All God.

You resist it, it persists, you all know that. Whatever you reject, internally it will persist and will reflect outside. [question asked from audience, “Does that include incessant thought?”] Incessant thought is going on in every single one of us whether we deny it or not. You know, the chatter. It’s ultimately the association with it that shifts, and you’re not directed by it. You’re no longer directed by thought. And that’s why in that surrender, in that vibration, In those spiritual sexual practices when you surrender in such a way, from a deep place and completely let go, this is where the no mind glimpses or experiences begin to happen. No more incessant chatter for those moments. That’s why everybody wants to go for orgasms, it’s probably the closest we can get to that place in us that is ecstatic and at the same time you are not in your mind. But for some it’s split seconds, for some that practice it’s a little longer but again, not to burst your bubble you guys, but experiences are simply experiences. And it’s very easy for ego to wrap itself around it to want more experiences. And then there is this notion that the more you give yourself these experiences, the more you’re going to be enlightened. What does enlightenment mean, that you’re going to keep having these experiences and having sex? No ultimately you’re going to be free of it. It’s almost as if you have a plate full of food that you just ate. And then someone else comes and gives you another plate of food, and you say “no thanks, it’s alright, I’m full.”

And so sexual energy does not pertain to anyone. It’s your own, you can generate it as you know. You can cultivate it on your own. But just remember it’s the vibrational energy that heals and transforms. And it also transforms into Big Love, into love that does not pertain to anyone or a particular situation or anything like that. So just know why you’re doing what you’re doing. And also know and be clear where the ego wants to have it more and more and more. When we get into that type of cycle which our entire culture is on it. Just look at our economy. It’s facing us with that, something that never quenches, never feeds itself, just incessant.